Though it's been a close call (? Lots of things have been going on. First, the free time I have for drawing has gone towards my 50+pages comic, and I don't have a lot of time. Why? Many reasons:
*Spine, shoulders and neck problems got worse than ever before. I had to seek medical treatment, which includes exercising every day, something I'm not used to doing, and it's a new activity that takes up my time.
*My mental health went down the drain too, and I think the chronic pain has a lot to do with it. My depression got worse. I did some very bad things. I had to see a psychiatrist in an emergency session in the hospital, I'm seeking psychological and spiritual help, I'm considering obeying my psychiatrist and starting to take antidepressants, etc.
*My country is going down the drain. Here there are public and private universities. I don't have the money for attending a private one and I don't want to attend one anyway. The career I want to study, in my city, is only available in a public institution, and I can't afford to move and pay for university. But now public universities are in crisis. Mine might shut down in a few months. If that happens, I don't know what I'll do. But it's contributing to making me worry and the worry makes me physically ill.
I'll draw and upload things when I can. Life sucks at the moment. Hugs will be appreciated.